Breathing fast
don't look back
run away from the only thing you ever really knew for sure
stuck around way too long
welcome's worn
reality born
Now you're leaving
harder than you thought
dont like the feeling
of being caught
Guilt creeps in while reasons seep out
reasons why you should linger
Easy to get there
bittersweet was your stay
now its time to never remember
what you thought you had yesterday
You were told
don't go near
reckless was the thought that got you there
Enveloped in the brilliance of what seemed like perfection
you forgot what was behind you
for your own ambition
Harder than you thought,
finding your way out
Rolled the dice
lost the bet
do you regret it yet?
Back up slowly
try to leave
on your way
depart unseen, untainted
You looked back
miss it already
the spot you once hated
but liked for a second
Can't make up your mind
you're caught up in its web
part of it now,
in over your head
Face in your hands now
the way failure feels
took a shot
but you lost
knew the risk,
never imagined it'd get to this
Want to forget it ever happened,
forget you even tried
thinking of choices you never should have made
thoughts fixed on the times you knew
The warnings from others,
that's all you can hear
as conscience would have it,
you should've never come near.... |