i'm not your strawberry grrrl and i never was
she ruined everything and she still fucking does
we've had our share of misfortunes, i know
but at least i make an attempt to show-
-you what love is, what she couldn't manage
but you see, she left me at a disadvantage
i had to repair you and bandage you up
with presents of your blood to fill my cup
and it all hurt me worse, by far, over time
that there are remnants of her you STILL think sublime!
i look into her window
i live under her shadow
but it doesn't make sense, since she hurt you so
your volumes of writings are near overflow
with pining for something you'll never get back
i'm sorry, but
she is just something i lack
you're everything special, you're special to ME
i'll try six thousand ways to make you see
i'm just your starrshyne, if that even counts
somehow i doubt
anything can surmount
and even though i rival her years with ours
that's not enough time to erase your scars
i love you more than you thought i could
everything you've said, i've always understood
forget if i ever pretend i don't get it
sometimes i white-lie to you just to get fed it
i like when you talk philosophically
it's deep, and i love it and you've got to agree
you're everything special, my heart is for free
so forget her, let go and remember to love me
i'm not your strawberry grrrl and i never was
she ruined everything and she still fucking does
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