I've been there in this exact same kind of anger, for the exact same reasons, but funny thing is that I even posted on a social network something similar to your last sentence, but with the opposite meaning: "I prefer being apart of the person I love than never to be loved at all".
Atually when you met me, that rage was still inside me, remember? I'm glad we are both better now.
this piece was so full of passion and emotion, and that is a great thing. unfortunately the piece feels a bit less like a poem and a bit more like a rant.
"sinnacle" should be "cynical" for future reference, and ten-fold is written correctly there, with the hyphen.
While I can understand why the poem was written, and have been there myself, and probobly written a couple like it, this piece lacks a spark which takes the poem from being an alright way of getting out your feelings to an amazing masterpiece that is read and loved by millions. while I myself have yet to be loved and revered, I do think that you could use a little work here. i like that you are so close to the piece, which can greatly help with your writing, but you need to take a step back and look at this the way the rest of us do and be honest with yourself. then tear it apart and put it back together. repeat that until you are completely satisfied with the end result.
i really hope i have not offended you, i am just trying to tell it like it is.
best of luck