if you say so,
dearest darling you, so be it,
as sunflowers to a ego-filled sun,
i bow out of love;
those times when heart said prayers
for you and only you,
you slapped me, cursed me
being so full of love;
those nights when slept
with tears and hopefilled dreams
of you,
you visited me,
accusing of manipulations
too many;
when reds of your own pulse,
visited a mere me,
i looked to you as a wall,
strong, dependable and faith,
your fall
breaking me
my love for you,
unbreaking me - over and over again;
thinking, my darling
can you stay till the very end,
when storms of disputes touched us
knowingly, unknowingly
i prayed you would,
unshaking my faith in you,
as
the highest mountain that treasures a rare rainbow,
a little twinkle that adds aura to a forgotten star,
a drop of missing water finding a playful oyster-blessed ocean,
or
maybe
a hand of hug clutching a weak soul - assuring and reassuring;
could you be that strong?
simply
you and me loved -
you shaken with moments - when love was passable,
me with prayers - thinking true love so very rare,
do you really realise?
i love you.
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