another day in this lonely world
with only more sadness to be unfurled
no love in my life
but one comforting knife
not a day goes by
that i don't want to die
in this sad little world
my body is curled
in the corner
im a mourner
of life and death
with one final breath
i sigh a breath of relief
that the knife is underneath
my skin
i win
then i start to cry
and i ask myself why
did i really win?
with the knife in my skin
again i start to cry
with bloody tears in my eyes |