Souls and love by emoxday

when the sun finally shined for me
that was when the sun fell apart
And you are gone
and I wonder what did I do?
Why did I deserve this?

remember when you would hold me tight
and laugh with me
you were always smiling
always smiling when I would frown
why can't I see your smiles anymore?

I couldn't go to your funeral
I couldn't even cry for you
the glass ball in my stomach
grew even more

You showed me what was love
and now you are gone
and I don't know what to do
why did it have to be me?
you?

I slept on your bed, I wore all your clothes
I didn't do anything for the longest time
I couldn't cry for you

I waited by the door
waiting for you to come home
but you never did

I didn't sleep for two weeks
I waited for you but you never came home
Why did you do this to me?

The phone sang and I thought it was you
but then someone said accident and I knew it was you

the last message on my phone was a message from you
saying that you were coming home
what did I do
what did I do to loose you?

seeing your pictures everywhere
I try not to scream
I can't look at you anymore
I think I might go mad

You were better then me
I knew I didn't deserve you
by why did you have to leave me this way

I couldn't even say good bye or
that I loved you too
I couldn't say I loved you
I couldn't say I loved you

The pictures you left me
are all torn up because I couldn't see you smiling
when I felt like you ripped my heart out

You gave me color
but now everything is black
you made everything worse
but I forgive you

I didn't take you for granted
so why did you leave
you were the first light in my life
and now you're gone