I can sit here writing till my fingers go numb
Drown myself with music that only is good for minor cuts
But the deepest wounds still learning how to heal
I can write out my life story yet who would read it?
We all experience great love and great lost
But I have had two
And I'm still learning to deal
To heal
I wish I can keep crying
To feel some release
From all this emotional baggage
But my body is aching
And my mind is screaming
I need to feel safe
I need to know that the two loves I have
Feel the same and will remain
Will be like the stars
Where I can gaze upon them
To feel connected
And know that once they disappear it's not long of a wait
Till I see them
To feel their prescenes again.