Letter of my confession by _Osiris

My love,

In recent months, I have noticed the imprint on your pillow next to mine has disappeared. When I wake up, that your body isnt next to mine keeping me warm but a pillow to steal it. When I need someone to talk to, you were the one I looked to but now I resort to writing to you. When I needed that confidences boost you always had the right things to say, now I just hear the negative. The first thing you'd say to me would be words of such meaning, now I just hear others confessing such words. I want to say I miss you but the words can not compare to the despartion of how much I need you. You send me letters of how you've been coping but you never tell me about the hardships throughout the process of this separtion. I need to hear you say things will be okay. That we will be fine. I miss the words you would whisper in my ear in a crowded room. The lame attempts to cheer me up when all I wanna do is cry. I wish I can share this moment with you, cause when I stare up into the sky all I see is something that is unexplored. And my love, I wanna take a journey with you to explore everything. I feel if I ask to much, I might just push you away. I just need to know that what we had before will ever continue between us again.

I can't tell you how I feel all the time, but just look into my eyes and see the real me. I promise you that you'll find the words I can't speak. Feel me tremble when I can feel your breath across my skin, your touch when you embrace me within your arms, your beating heart as mine races. I want things between us to be that fairy tale we all look for. I had enough of childish games and self doubt. I need to know that when I jump that your not far behind.

I can love you forever.

Your's Truely,
Your love.