i think i lost this battle
i see the blood drip down my arm
i'm trying so hard to win this war
just because you don';t want me to come to harm
i'm trying so hard to change
but its quite a dificult task
it's so much easier to pretend
and hide behind my carefree mask
my decision is final, i've got to stop
if i dont i will lose the things i hold dear
thats you my friend
you've made yourself clear
i dont want to risk our friendship
your a big part of my life
nothing is worth losing you
especially not this fucking knife
it feels like it calls to me
every second of every day
but i won't let it ruin us
i won't let it get in the way |