as i scream inside
my eyes shut tight
i hold onto my faith
i must keep fighting
i must not give in
i blast my music
i here the words
that somewhat calm me
but then the urge
becomes too strong
i fight my way away from it
but it's too late
it's in my hand
a slash
a cut
a scratch
"NO" i've done it once again
i scream at myself
i don't want to do it anymore
i don't...
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