"Fix it!" Is his scream
Echoing off the wall
threw the house
down every hall.
I nod, tears unshed in my eyes.
God please dont let me cry,
not again,
all it will do is satisfy,
his endless craving for my pain.
I swear ill be better than him,
my life wont be in vain.
He takes from me what the world hasnt took,
But laugh and smile,
And read another book,
Of a better world that hasnt existed for awhile.
Some guess,
And think they see me,
Let them think thats all, no more no less.
They dont no it all,
And they don’t dare ask.
The unanswered cry,
They can see my silent call.
Imperfect, Terrible, you worthless dissapointment
You never do anything right, you never measure up, you are nothing
youll be nothing, everything you do is in vain, to think you will succeed is insane
you petty child, girl of swines, take it all for granted
No need to read between the lines,
he says it all.
So many names you learn new,
Then over and over they echo,
He never will cease.
I can feel my ears burn,
I just need a release.
But they’ve all been taken away.
Oh no, theres the tear.
That tear, oh god please no.
Cant hold it back,
been trying all along,
but of any skills you lack.
It streaks down your cheek,
cold and wet,
then the millions of others follow,
and in your heart all you feel is hollow.
You curl into a ball,
up inside your head.
And there you can rest,
better than any bed.
You lie inside yourself,
"Oh let me stay forever.."
You plead.
But he is just to clever,
and soon your back to the nightmare of life,
no longer in the world you built to escape.
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Submission Name: Step Suicide
im an ass i know