To castaway these demons I must castaway eveything in my life.
M y body is numb and my hands are as cold as death it's self.
I feel no emotion at all, no how much pain and sorrow I go though.
I feel no happyness, no sadness, no anger, no fear. no greed , no envy, no love I feel nothing.
To cast away my shadows and releash myself I must let go.
I have nothing left and nowhere to go..
The worse thig is that I can not cry cause my tear s dried up a longtime ago.
No words can express what I am feeling and that's because I feel nothing,
I wish there was someone that could understand but for them to understand they must lose everything like I did, but mybe one day I can feel again and live a normal life.........
Oh who am I kidding my life will never be normal because there is no such thing as normal.
I've come this far and yet I'm nowhere.