Chapter 7 by daughterofdeath

With the weekend coming up, I knew I was going to go over Ben’s house. I knew he was expecting me over there, but I don’t know how I was getting there. He could pick me up, but there was no way my mom was going to let

me go anywhere with him. I already know Britt wasn’t going to let me go over her house again like she did with Derrick.
I tried to call her last night, but we got into another argument like we did after lunch. I just told her that even though I know she’s trying to protect me, she’s starting to act like my mom. She didn’t like that at all.
“How the hell am I acting like your mom?”
“You’re trying to tell me what to do. There are a lot of things you did that I wasn’t really happy about, but I let you do them because it’s what you wanted to do.”
“And you’re telling me I’m not? How am I telling you what to do? All I said is he’s just fucking you. And those girls that you always hang out with, your little groupies, they’re not your real friends. I’m just telling you that. How is that telling you what to do?”
“Because you told me you didn’t want me to do it, I heard you. You don’t have to keep telling me. And I know those girls aren’t really my friends.”
“Then why do you always hang with them then. It’s like I’m losing my best friend.”
“Britt, you know I would never replace them for you. You’re my best friend and I love you. But you don’t have to tell me, ‘oh, Tiff, don’t do this, oh, you should do that’, it’s not your decision.”
“Well I’m sorry I try to care about you.”
“Britt, that’s not what I mean. I know you care about

me and I know you try to protect me, but if I’m making a mistake, you have to let me. I can’t always have my big sisters coming to the rescue whenever they think I’m doing wrong. I’m a big girl Britt, I can handle it. If I couldn’t, you know you would be the first one to know?”
“Yes, I know. I’m still worried about you though. I have to go; I’ll talk to you later. Bye.”
“Bye Britt.”

The next day, I ask my friend Jackie for a favor. I met Jacqueline Stanley in the tenth grade. I’m a grade above her. She is one of my closest friends, besides Britt and Sam. She’s another one of my little sisters. Unlike Michelle, she actually acts like she’s my little sister, not my big sister. I still needed a way to get to Ben’s house on Friday, which is tomorrow. She lets me stay over her house sometimes, and I know she won’t judge me.
She told me her mom won’t have a problem with it. I just have to ask my mom if it’s ok. My mom likes Jackie, so she shouldn’t have a problem with it.
When I get home, I ask my mom if I could go to Jackie’s house. Again she asked me if I was going to be picked up.
“We were going to ride the bus to her house.”
“Ok, just bring your cell phone.” It seems like that’s all she tells me to do. One, she has to make sure I’m getting a ride to wherever I’m going because she’s not giving me a

ride. Two, I always have to bring my cell phone. It’s like outside of that, she really doesn’t care about me. Unless she’s yelling at me, she really doesn’t talk to me.
I go to my room and tell Jackie that I can go. She said she’s staying afterschool tomorrow, so we’re taking the 4:30 bus. I told her already why I wanted to go to her house on Friday instead of Saturday. She’s fine with it. That’s one thing I really like about her. She has an attitude that what’s your business stays your business.
On Friday, I gave Ben Jackie’s address so he could pick me up. So her mom won’t wonder where I’m at, Jackie went to Timmy’s house, who is her boyfriend. She told me that before we leave, call her and she’ll tell us how to get to Timmy’s house.
At Ben’s house, I realized something funny. Ben bores me now. It was fun at first, but now that I have him and can get him whenever I want, it’s not as fun anymore. I guess I like the challenge of getting someone.
The really funny part is about Britt. She thought Ben was going to fuck me until he gets tired of me, but won’t she be surprised to find out that I was the one who got tired of him.
I let him finish, and he takes me to Timmy’s house. He doesn’t need to call for directions though, he knew where Timmy’s house was already, he was on the wrestling team with him. As soon as we get to Timmy’s house, Timmy starts going on about Ben. Even though I tried to hide it, he

seemed to have notice something going on between me and Ben. He tried to ask Jackie, but being the kind of friend she is, she didn’t tell him anything.
I just told Timmy the truth, or at least all that he needed to hear. I didn’t go into detail and I didn’t tell him about our first one night stand, but I told him all he needed to know. I used to mess with Ben, but everything with him is over now. Timmy was happy about that. Even though him and Ben are friends, that doesn’t mean that he’s going to let him use his baby sister like that.
Besides, there’s a lot of there’s al lot of other cute boys here that I could have sex with. I guess I’m hooked on sex and after the boys be with me, they won’t know what to do next. What’s that Neo song “I am not, I’m not addicted to sex, but girl I guarantee, that if you lay with me, then you just might be.”