Pleasing self, easing myself,
kindling rhythm, fumbling mayhem,
I am musing and fusing and refusing,
I sleep all day and work all night,
refuse to sleep, weep and walk,
when I am growing fat,
my pants hung up on the wall
as if someday I will be slim again and I can wear them out...
I get bored,
I get shit scared,
Afraid I might say something,
I am passionate about living,
But more often I am loathing,
Looking for work, but with a compulsion,
Pleasing & easing,
Making my life.... the story of my life |