I'm starting to think that I actaully want to cry. I want to bury my face in a bunch of pillows and just scream to my hearts content. I'm tired of keeping all of this hidden inside. The anger, the sorrow, the moments of pure rage, the only people that have even the smallest idea of what's going on in my head are on this site. They've never met me. All they know of me are my dark secrets. Why is telling a site full of strangers so much more comforting, almost safer, then telling a room full of those that love me. Of those that I love back. Why must I hide this from them (those that love the real me)? Why can't I let them see whats deep inside me? Let them see that I'm human I'm not as indistructable as they think I am the fact that I hide it, instead of facing it makes me weak. I just can't decide what to think anymmore. Who I should tell things. Why I hide things. What the hell is wrong with me? Any guesses?
| There is absolutely nothing wrong with you at all|
Trust me on this I know exactly of the pain you describe
Some of us feel more secure holding in the pain or only talking about it to a selected few
I hope you know I am always here to try and help those that are in pain feel better and gracefully move forward
Please dont be afraid to PM me if you need someone to talk to
I Promise you I will answer back
|| Posted on 2008-05-25 00:00:00 | by Ronswords | [ Reply to This ] || oops i meant or, not of. my bad. and you can tell your best friends. if you dont want to , i understand. i havent revealed my secrets to my best friends either, you are not alone.||| Posted on 2008-05-16 00:00:00 | by dthforeverpain8 | [ Reply to This ] || nothing is wrong with u. I understand how u feel. life hurts sometimes. you'll fing someone, of something that helps u make it through. ||| Posted on 2008-05-16 00:00:00 | by dthforeverpain8 | [ Reply to This ] |