Painful Happiness by Black Angel

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Author:	Black Angel
ASL Info:	15/F/Tx
Elite Ratio:	1.94 - 12/78/71
Words:	150

Class/Type:	Random Thoughts/Sorry
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Painful Happiness dots

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You know...I never really broke up with anyone befiore. When you watch movies and shows they make it look so easy but then when you have to do it, it hurts. It's hard to know that you are hurting someone else and you have to live with that. I'm so sorry I had to do it, but I just think that, with the way I am now, I can't make him completely happy all the time. I am changing, but it's going to be awhile before I'm perfect for him. Maybe he'll find someone else who can make him as happy as I want him to be. I love him, and I want him happy, even though by breaking up with him it hurt. I don't know...maybe I'm just being stupid, or closed minded, but all I know is I want him as happy as he can be....no matter what...

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There's a first time for everything and I find myself almost always feeling that way when I let people down, that I am the one holding them back and they could be so much happier without me but this isnt about you bringing that person down.
Because if you really are as amazing and as sweet as you seem to be then the only thing he is looking for is someone to take care of him and love him for who he is, thats the thing that can make him the happiest and it seems like you can give him that. But if you don't feel as much for him then leave it as saying that, you don't know everyone at eliteskills, there is nothing to hide and no one to impress.
For me I break up with people with reason. I think my problem is that I go searching for that reason and push people into circumstances so I can feel like it isn't my fault that we have to break up and they aren't happy, its theirs.
But I have been through a lot and possibly every single bad breakup imaginable so don't do what I do.
Although this isn't really a poem and its more of a journal then even prose, it is sweet and it reminds me of myself, so keep doing what you do but don't let it get to you too much or else you are going to end up like me, afraid to hurt anyone or anything, still smiling through the humongous burden because even giving the impression that you are sad could bring people down further.
~flora~
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