oh how it seems
it was just yesterday
when i finally met you
tear in eye
hand round the back
didn’t know what to do
my how time
has fallen to the side
since i have
last seen you
if i could
see you again, why
i’d stab you with knife
no, i wouldn’t stop there
i’d also stab your
fat ass fuckin wife
you left me there
to die AGAIN
can i ask
what i did do to you?
all i wanted
was to know my dad
years have past
still i’m so confused
you were just
like i was warned
and all this pain
is because of you
i tried to love
tried to undertand
led by example
tried to be a man
but you still hate me
and i hate you
i hope you fucking die
thats all i want from you
you killed my dreams
broke my soul
my own father
now i’m not whole
i despise
what you’ve become
forgive me not
for i’m not your son
i am nothing
in the least like you
you were NEVER there
i deserve better than you
but still it hurts
why couldn’t you care?
was i so wrong
a mistake, you couldn’t bare?
cause i’d bleed in black
and write in red
i’d rewrite, all
these words i’ve said
but i must confess
this pain angers me
goodbye again
nothing left for you to see |