Every promise that's ever been made
Has been betrayed
Life is a fuckin' liar and I don't want to live with it anymore.
Does anybody hear me?
I scream at the top of my lungs
And you don't care.
I retreat into self-pity, too obvious to everyone
And still you don't care.
I feel like a wreck,
I am a wreck
I'm living in hell,
But that hell is in my head, not around me
I'd like my meds back,
I'd like to slash my wrists again,
Coping? I don't know the meaning of that word.
Too much pressure, too much dissapointment
Fuck doctors and psychologists,
Eating disorders and depression
I just don't want to leave the house.
I want to delay my feelings, I want to be indifferent, I want to stop caring,
I want to be what I can't be. |
Submission Name: Withdraws
