When you introduced yourself
It was love a first word
I know exactly what you said
But singing angels is all I heard
I thought, Finally, took him long enough
You were all I'd thought about
When you asked for my number
All my heart did was shout
I told my heart to shut up
It didn't need another scar
But it showed me beautiful memories
Of watching you from afar
I tried to believe my mind
Tried to ignore my heart
But from the first kiss
I knew a true love would start
A little too soon we made love
But I knew it was the right time
Though, only in my heart
I should've listened to my mind
I took your sweet innocence
Your virginity became mine
From that moment on
To you, I became a shrine
She found out
And made a huge fuss
Said she couldn't believe
You gave into such lust
The horrible things she said
I tried very hard to ignore
They didn't really hurt me
I couldn't hurt anymore
I used it as an excuse
A feeble excuse to leave
But by then I was all yours
And I couldn't stand to make you grieve
We made amends like lovers do
Said apologies and kissed away the pain
My already high defenses came even higher
And I shied away, not listening to my heart again
After that everything was great
I was so very happy when you said
That you didn't even remember holding her
I gave in, letting my hurt be dead
I forgot about the past pain
I forgot about everything but you
Loving you completely
Loving everything you do
Then you texted her for your things
And she was back in the picture
I tried to drown out my mind saying
It's just an excuse to see her
My heart didn't believe
I wanted it to, if only it could
I willed it with all my might
But I knew it never would
I ended up being your shoulder to cry on
Shedding tears because you missed her
My frail and fragile heart was incinerated
But my mind wouldn't let my vision blur
The dull ache became the searing pain
Once again you let me fall
I felt betrayed, I felt.. let down
Of everything I had, I gave you my all
The happiness I had shared with you
Seemed to be nothing but a lie
I've been hurt by many people
But none of them made me want to die
And the one I loved more than anything
Made me want to fall into eternal sleep
But no matter what my heart felt
My mind would not let me weep
It kept screaming, "I told you so!
My heart that wasn't heart took the pain
And tried to hide it, to hide from the truth
It still wanted to believe this wasn't the end
But I knew it was, knowledge I can't deny
The love of my life made me wish for death
Because he missed his ex lover too much
My heart and I have breathed the last breath |
Submission Name: Love Story
