When I'm Gone by Ayane

When you see my face again, I think you'll understand

I'm not the same kid I used to be

I just thought you should know this

On the phone, I feel the excitement

Or at least what you let me feel

But when your eyes finally find me

The realization's all too real

**You only really love me when I'm gone

I've waited for you for so long, but it's a lost cause

You only really feel right when I'm wrong

I can't wait for you to finally see, I won't be here forever

We used to be so close, nothing ever mattered

Cross your heart and swear, you'll still be my best friend

The day you went away, you said to never forget you

You're face is all too real now, but please just go away now

I wanted just to hold you, to say it'd be okay

You're pushing me away, and I'm falling fast

Since when did miles matter? Since when did they decide

The rules that we must follow. I swear I won't conform

**But You only really love me when I'm gone

I've waited for you for so long, but it's a lost cause

You only really feel right when I'm wrong

I can't wait for you to finally see, I won't be here forever

***I can't wait for you to wake up

And see that I'm not here anymore

I won't be your burden, I won't be your regret

Or another obligation for you

Now you can leave your love somewhere else