I. Sanity
Anguish and rage flourishes my blood,
I awoke today to carelessness.
Alone here inside this hallow apartment,
I sit here next to the exit of problems.
Ready to to just ignore the feelings,
Ready to swim to an island away from here.
It is just a light away,
A light away from the insanity.
A light away from worry,
And a light away from my heart break.
Easily I have been to just throw away,
So instant it is to break my spirit.
The people that are supposed to care,
Do the shittiest job at doing so.
So right now I will give up my sanity,
And these feelings of being normal,
As I indulge inside this next high.
Time to travel away from here.
II. High
Time is slower then I figured to be,
I notice that my day has slipped away.
The loneliness is not gone,
I expected it to disappear when I got this way
But it hasn't.
I am seemingly bothered by my feelings,
I feel myself fading faster from this...
I feel depressed still.
I suddenly forgot how it is to feel.
Now awake to another planet,
Hello loneliness, hello misery,
Take my pallet,
Make me mad.
Make me hurt.
Make me into,
Nothing.
Create this worthless liar,
Create this time of offering,
Create this emptiness from deep inside.
Steal more time from me,
As I live up to be nothing.
Because I am scum.
I have been,
And I will always be.
Supper is ready.
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Submission Name: I. Sanity To The High
