Puritanical detestation nothing more than manifestations of my enraged mind, fuck all this negativity geared towards me I’m better than these fucked accusations. I shall rise above this pessimism and blaze through life doing whatever comes to mind, what have I done to truly deserve such denunciation? Why must my heart be smashed so many times, what transgressing act have I inadvertently partaken in to withstand such beatings? The feeling s that I bear are treated like insignificant obstacles, the more that are destroyed the more my heart breaks, every feeling that’s shattered tears a piece of my heart away, the more that are taken the more I stop loving. When will all this pain and suffering come to closure, when will I be upon a celestial level where there is only love and compassion, when will I be rid of these feebleminded parasites that do nothing but hurt each other and their home? Why does no one care for anyone but themselves, why can’t any compassion be shared? My whole life I have been able to feel for everyone, but no one will do so for me, fuck this bullshit reality, fuck these ungodly rules, why must I subject my self to playing by rules that weren’t meant to exist? Why must I live my life through the acquirement of money, money is the root of all ignorance, ignorance is not bliss, ignorance is a prison and I am thankful to God that I am free from that horrible place, but it kills me everyday knowing that unless I subject myself to these rules, I can’t live in this joke of a reality. |