The days pass by from sun to moon,
and my feelings just won't change.
My heart is a train wreck which was caused by your existence
The mere thought of you can leave a tickle of a giggle in my throat, and open up a bloody hole in my heart
I'll speak in fairy tale's that always revolve around you.
I'll be the princess and you don't even have to be my prince, just please be at least my dragon.
Don't give me that look
Don't show me that emotion.
As I lay my head on your lap and watch you do your own thing
I'm in heaven
and then you utter simple words that let me know I'll never be your one and only, and I'll ache on the inside.
I'll hide my face under your pillows engulfing your smell and just turn my Ipod to full blast as I cry.
If I could go back in this older form to my high school self I would.
I'd push my teenage self against the wall and scream.
"Forget the loser go to your Hero!"
And then I'd walk away, disappearing like the wind.
Would it work? Think I could of scared that utterly defenseless pathetic girl into looking at him and just holding there lips together forever.
I'll never know.
But what I know baby
You'll always be my sunshine no matter how hard I try to get away
You'll always be my most remembered regret, so tell me you love me at least at my funeral! |