I sit in my own company with feelings that leave me dizzy and breathless without the whole "I love you" "I love you too" nightcaps.
I speak words that come out as gibberish and by tomorrow I'll forget this feeling.
They say that diamonds are a girls best friend, well baby will you be my diamond.
Frozen fingertips let me know winter is blowing hard but I won't mind.
As long as I have you my cancer friends.
The smoke of my cigarette dances with the wind. I wish I was like you. I dream to be like you! So free and ever giving!
You love the feeling of being kissed by a foreign mouth every time, you embrace it!
Then you happily die out within a couple minutes. No goodbyes or sad thoughts. You known your place, Your purpose in life.
But here I am vulnerable, It fucking sucks to be human
And then I smile.
You give me that boast I need, like a heroin addict you are my hero
See you again in a few hours my love |