I've been crying.
I had a good day.
Diverted my mind just enough.
It's the only way.
It's alway the same.
Wake up.
Rush to see if you
Remembered me.
Collision of pain. and disapointment.
Knowing you've left me to be.
You say not to worry.
It'll be okay.
But, my fairy tale
White-Picket
True love
Romeo and Juliet
Just made it to the final act.
Yeah, that shit about the Sheath
Everyone pushed me.
Glad to see me smile.
Everyone left me
Immune to my tears.
I told you.
I don't trust.
You tell me not to freak.
I learned love and lust,
Run in the same circles.
I'm drowning.
My lungs fill with mud.
I'm over my head.
I'm hiding under my bed.
Can't breathe.
Drunken.
Bipolar.
In danger.
I thought, How would anyone react.
If I pulled a Juliet?
But then I thought,
The moments never caught up with me.
Time lags. Minutes are hours behind.
Bending time within my mind.
They said I had Potential.
They said to buckle down.
They took what little I had.
And tried to make me another one of them.
They told me you cared, and they cared.
Now I stand, Searching.
I manipulated all I could.
But still, I have no soul left.
No Shoulder to catch my tears.
But, No one tells me no.
I won't listen.
I say, Love never ends.
I'll see you again.
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