First Poem
My life balancing on three small words,
These words have yet to come.
My heart is strung together,
with sour pins of hope and lies.
Tears and memories tell of times when i was young,
Cries to god for tomorrow to never come.
Shards of shattered dreams and wishes stick deep,
Of the one i gave my love from the bottom of my heart.
I don't want to inflict upon others my past,
And i don't want my future to come.


Poem 2
My heart smashed beneath its size,
My tears fall with hope and life.
Why I thought i would be wanted i can't realize,
I find it hard just not to end it all with a knife.
Her harm is like a vacuum inside of me,
Shes ignorant to how many her death would hurt.
I just want to hold her in my arms as tightly as can be,
But there is a lot of lifes cruel lessons i haven't learnt.

Poem 3
My eyes are dry
My tears are shed
Yet another nail to make my heart dead
What she gave me was a love-induced high
But it was not by her i was misled
My heart was who i was misled by
I just make myself want to crack open my own head
My tears are back for me to cry
Flowing out so much i wish it was drops of my red