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Submission Name: Suicidal dots

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Author:	PryncessVynom
ASL Info:	23/F/WV!!
Elite Ratio:	3.35 - 1001/1073/242
Words:	152

Class/Type:	Misc/Misc
Total Views:	193
Average Vote:	5.0000
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The second paragraph is in response to the first comment, just so yeah...

Suicidal dots

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I think that I'm suicidal. Its been so long since I've thought of that word, when I'm alone its in me festering, begging for me to go to that, so I can be in a worry less existence, but at the same time i know I can't leave them. I know that inside I'm dying even though I'm still alive. I want to cut myself but can't even find the inner strength for that. And I know that I can't, I don't know, I just can't.

Its there, its real, its not a poem but it is, kinda both, I mean I feel it all, and had to share it. But know I could never kill myself. If I do that, I'd go to hell, and as much as I despise this, I don't want to spend the rest of eternity in fire.
But its a close call sometimes.

Submitted on 2008-07-13 08:10:25 Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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  Wow that is how I feel all the time. I cut my legs so that nobody can see it and I stop shortly before summer starts because I'm a lifeguard and the scares heal, so I start cutting where nobody expects and people will just think they are part of my body. I really hate why I actually cut myself. A lot of people just think that I'm a happy chicka because I put out that persona because I don't want people in my business. So I just allow myself to just fake a lot. I however just like you say in your poem will never actually just kill myself. Great piece of artwork and great expressions.
| Posted on 2008-08-10 00:00:00 | by Rachel Ruff | [ Reply to This ]
  Deep thoughts what maked me sad thought.. but i still liked it, because it made me feel something..
| Posted on 2008-07-13 00:00:00 | by Lilyan | [ Reply to This ]
  Hi. I exactly felt what you were trying to say here... I can relate. ( i have never cutt or anything though)

sooner or later if you want to get past your depression you are going to have to accept your existence or you will end up wanting to flee from reality. When you try to flee from reality you begin to feel unreal.

Here is a solution! try to be more open minded the possibilites out there, and realize that time spent here and there does not equal time spent everywhere. you can escape, you can be free.

good luck.
| Posted on 2008-07-13 00:00:00 | by Bozly | [ Reply to This ]
  I'm forced to ask if this is a poem or a plea....if a plea, short tern, when these feelings come on, go for a long walk, call a friend, think of the people whose lives you will utterly devestate, who will blame themselves for as long as they live....get help, just a phone call away at any hot line--do it..... if it's just poem... well...
| Posted on 2008-07-13 00:00:00 | by Algol46 | [ Reply to This ]

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