Another day has passed
This emptyness has grown
Anxiety is on full attack with nothing to do
As I glance at the date with a worrysome look
It's circled and marked in heavy ink
She promised than, she'll be back again
Everyone has their doubts
They think what they want
They carry on with their lives
And they don't mention her name
As if she never existed to begun with
When I feel like I'm loosing it all
In reality, they care less if she's gone
And inside, Im slowly breaking down
With each day to count, I die a little more inside
On the outside, it's only a facade
With my head held high and smile strong
No one knows, I'm trying not to break
When all I want to do is scream
If they stop and try to understand
They will strongly see, she keeps me sane
With the suicidal thoughts having awaken
I see her broken face over and over in my dreams
And that razor blade, it went back in it's hiding place
For another year or two till it sees sunlight once again
Turning over and over in my twisted mind
I came to the conclusion: my life is in her hand
Of all that turned out, this can't be altered
With my options limited, they stand there in their glory
The day she fulfills her promise
When all that had doubts will be proven wrong
As I welcome her home with open arms
My excitement that of a child's on Christmas Morning |
Submission Name: Die a little more
