To wake up in a world
where u didnt exiist
to forget ur loving hold
and what i thought was real
nothing ..
nothing but a cist upon my heart
growing slowly
festering,boiling complete in disguest
this sickness overwhelming my fear
that i could lose you
that i cant take it much longer
maybe i'll give up
maybe i'll lay here .,,
and waste away as time drips slowley
grain by grain
till there is no more
no more left of me
no more left of her
no more left of this fantasy
and i dream
and i dream of you, still...
caught in awe
by your preception
forget what i feel
and deny my dreams
forgive my heart
and realease these tears
head back beyond the void
held back beyond my sorrows and tears
those that know my fears
and follow my drunken thoughts
swallow my fears and hold fast
upon my inebreated state
and still you lifted my spirt
forever to never know
what is real..or what you truly feel
in the darkness of your sight
withdrawn from this heros plight
stuck within you
within this darkness
and this light
will i ever learn to read
to breathe..
this feelings,overwhelming feeling
which makes me weak
forever lost.. drunken
upon this night upon your heart
i feel..
you may...
As i start to fall apart
from begining to end
i'll fall apart...
Still i wonder
will you ever care
juss maybe , by chance
could i be?
your fondest memory
wether here , or now
remember
i loved once
and lost twice
promised me thrice
and thought of you on a fortnight
but forgot before i thought to forgive
though here i lay
lost..
enebreated upon you
and the love within
the love i wish for me
although selfish i admit
until then
i'm lost,upon this sea
endless and vast
waiting for the day
the day you really see
throuh these eyes...
Upon this vast drunken sea |
Submission Name: Drunken Dilusions
