Confused mind and heart -------------------------------------------
I might hate everything you do
the way you make me cry
but even more
the way you make me smile
And i just can't seem to let go
I feel trapped with no escape
i want to be wild and free
but i come back commited and loyal
i can't just take this feeling
and let it grow
because i just want to let it go
my heart opposes my mind
my mind opposes everything i feel
it's hard to explain what's right
i keep holding on tight
when i just want to stop breathing
It's incredible when were alone
it hurts and feels amazing though
to be so near
i want to bury everything i think and feel
yet those moments we're together i fear
I can't control the emotions or thoughts
that keep confusing me
because i love you but want to be free
i'm overcome with everything
What I've been hating the most about all this
is that I hate how I'm being me...
This is amazing, and i completely understand what your saying, wish i could say it gets easier but im still trying to figure out how as well. i think my favorite stanza is the 4th one just because i know how it feels to feel so much yet wanna be free too, and the conflicting emotions, great job, hope it works out for you