this is not the way that i work
what is making me so hard headed
that i would go ahead and believe his shit again
but this is the way that i work
and i really want to stop
i just do not believe i even do this
who would have thought
my dream as a child
was to grow up to become this?
this is out of my minds range
and i feel strangely out of this world
and i am not saying anything so i am not being heard
i do not have to cry right now
but i want to
but i can not allow myself
this is what i deserve
and i deserve shit for saying that
but you get what give
the ride ends here, lover
i have to get off
or i lose everything
for nothing |