Who am I anymore?
Lost lover?
Closed door?
Tell me! Please.
I was so shallow.
I was so weak.
I was so wounded.
That was ME.
But, I existed.
I was alive.
I had thoughts.
And Feelings,
And Dreams
And I was real.
Now nothing is as it seems.
I once knew an Angel.
Who told me of heaven,
Let me stick a foot in the door.
The slammed it in my face.
I once heard the church bell,
And I ran to work my way in
I tripped and fell to the floor
I was saved by Grace.
But, Now time stutters,
like an child over its tongue.
Now time sputters,
A car that won't rightly run.
And I'm fading away.
Little peice by peice.
I turn away.
Letting my soul cease.
Oh tell me how you do it!
How do you survive?
I can see it in your step.
I watch the fight in your eyes.
I wish things were easy.
But then again they probably are.
Hindsight's twenty-twenty.
Things look easy from afar
I try to topple the city.
By changing my ways.
I try to change me.
And end up running away.
There are demons to beat.
I gotta keep my chin up.
But, I get crushed.
Under my Goliath's Feet.
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