I can not hide in the light,
With that hypnotized gleam,
In my eye.
So i leave with this, girl, in my mind
My heart will start race;
Just to think of her face.
(As i cuddle myself in her palm.)
A hole starts sinking within me...
Just like always,
When i think of her.
She is my ball and chain,
That keeps me attached to the world.
And i love her,
I am holding this pen, in my hand...
Scribbling words when,
I don't know what to write.
How can i say what i feel everyday,
When she already knows?
Liking the fact it feels wrong but so right;
Like always i'm pushed aside...
Letting light fade,away, into night.
I set myself nxet to this girl.
Try to see the flaws in me.
And i try to compare,
With what's not standing there,
I don't want to be free...
I look back at myself in the mirror.
Just thinking of her, my heart burns.
But even though she's dug this hole,
I don't cry...
I only wear that hypnotized gleam in my eye.