words from a confused teenager by twistedchick

I’ve been lonely for so long
Constantly depressed
Yet none of you seems to look close enough to notice
None of you seems to look close enough to care
I’ve got this shadow overhead
Been sleeping with a dark cloud above my bed
But still
Still you just don’t care

I start talking to people here and there
Yea you’re right I have not met them
Yes maybe you’re right I do not know everything about them
But for most of them
I trust them with my very soul
Couldn’t you see I finally started to smile?
Couldn’t you see I finally started to laugh?
You finally seen I’ve changed
And you don’t seem to like what I’ve changed into

So now…
Now you keep my stars from shining
Now you take my signs away from me
You do your best to put me down
You call me stupid
You call me a fool
But at least I was a happy one
Do you really like me dazed and lost?
Do you really just hate me?

I needed some directions
So I was open to your suggestions
I need inspiration
Not just another one of your negotiations
But since you kept me in circles
I simply blocked you all out
You all want me to block the world out
Because you all think its purely evil
But no one seems to look for the good
None of you have ever opened up to this world as I have
If you can not see the good in someone
How can you possibly see it in yourself?

You kept me here when I wanted to be there
The one thing I had that made me feel alive
You took a destroyed in front of me
I try not to hate, because I know it’s wrong
But sometimes you really make it hard on me

I liked being a bird
I got to fly my own way
I love this world
No matter how bad it can get
So don’t hold me back
Let me fall just once
It is what makes one stronger

So here I am once again
Writing my feelings down on paper
Because the way you make me feel
Makes me believe that I can trust no one
Is that’s true
Then how can I trust you?