I need you to know -------------------------------------------
I need you to know I'm not threw the night
I need you to know that I don't feel okay
I need to know why I feel like I do
I feel unbeautiful
I feel worthless
Shouldn't I know better?
when I talk with you
I find hope
but after you hang up
I just want to let go
As you know
I've made myself bleed
But what you don't know
is that lately
I don't eat
I won't sleep
Am I killing myself?
All I know
is how I've changed my life
but not in the right way
I want to be with you at all times
Cause its the only time I feel whole
I love you more then just a boyfriend
your my guardian angel
I need you here
I feel like I can eat with you
I know I can sleep with you
I know together we'll make it threw somehow
I don't want to keep walking on alone
this was okay it didnt seem to be one of those posts that after i read it i had no thoughts about it
the stuff i like to read after i read it makes me think of something
good write
sandman