ive become so jaded
my mind is failing
my thoughts are all of pain
as i sit here head down in the rain
on my knees with everyone deaf to my pleas
i've become so faded
not the person i used to be
im hiding behind a mask
everyone sees the smile
no one realises it all a lie
the pain that smile hides
im living a life of denial
the person you see is a fake
just a face i use for my everyday
when im alone at night
the tears finally come
the pain is let out
im screaming, my mind in flames
each day it gets harder
each day im fading more
i dont know who i am anymore
im faded, jaded and lost...
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