To find true happyness is a lie, we will never find it for true happyness is just an illusion.
And, for this we will drown in our sorrow, with the constant thought of regret.
All the pass sins we have comtited will slowly an yet knowingly kill us softly.
The hope we may get from our religions is just a constite reminder of the inperfections we are.
To be born with sin and us having to constitly repent for our sin and try to atone for our sins and hope that one day we wil fully be forgiven.
But the truth is hope is just an empty lie.
All hope does is try to cover up our regets with fulse illusion of selfgranger and so it will leave us with nothing but ever more sorrow.