I can feel the energy leaving my body.
I can feel the numbness coming back.
Why does it choose to suddenly make an appreance?
After all these months.
I am tired.
But I can not sleep.
I want to,
Oh how I want to.
But my body and mind won't allow me the peaceful slumber I oh so need.
My body aches for my blades,
My mind aches for more pain,
But my heart can't take it anymore,
And the mind knows that.
It pushes the hearts limit,
So eventually all three will die,
And in the end so will I.