Below the surface of my mind. Below all the facts, emotions and thoughts lies you. When my mind is weary and I began to drift into space. You are there. Does it mean that you have infiltrated my very being? Have you really left such an impact in my life? I try to cut free but I am always a slave to you memories. I am always at the mercy of you. I thirst for just a word from you and hang on all your words. I realize everything is about you, it always was. Am I doing anything for me anymore? Everything I do is to better my chances of making an impact on you. So is my existence all meaningless, if I live my life for you. Then who is going to live my life for me? It was you; it was always You and You It will always be |