I like your style. You have the skill, for few words needed, to tell a whole story of emotion. I can feel it, and I can see it. When reading these few words, I vision a life, a life terrible and sad. of rejection and abuse. these words are inspiring to me, they need nothing. Thank You for posting it, and sharing it with all of us.
This could be interpreted in so many ways, but the real meaning has passed me by.
I know this much, it’s depressing, you feel like you are worthless, like scum in a jail, live is not worth it to live in it, but outside of it. Maybe that’s all you meant, but I got this inkling that there’s more to it.
None the less, you achieved your goal and made me think far too long over three lines.