Description: I am not sure. I just wrote what I felt, it feels good to be back
The N(EW)L me -------------------------------------------
From birth I've never really felt like me.
A quiet budding evil hiding behind a veil of civility.
The cold in my eyes so close the truth.
Only surpassed by hate, my hearts precious produce.
Tranquil worlds to me are that of bane.
When I see love and kindness all I feel is pain.
There's a monster here, bread and breath by relation.
This monster's a demon and my soul's true cogitation.
I embrace this darkness, Its ways feel safe.
Its aura covers me, touching my minds most intimate place.
I am this thing where chaos is my peace.
I commit monumental carnage to satisfy my beast.
I am the winds of destruction I feed on your misery.
I am the father of your nightmares and the devil envy.
You created this fiend. My humanity has already elapsed.
The foolish who attempt my life will find my blood run black.
The duality of human life is a great challenge - finding the balance. This brings sadness to me when I read it because it feels like a burden that this person has carried for many years of dysfunction and neglect.
Feeling any emotion is better than going cold but there also is a beauty to life and "IT" is worth finding in oneself.
Very honest and raw piece.
I noticed you are a soldier - I was in the Army and know about being a soldier of life too
love,peace,joy,abundance & smiles to share
This my Friend is one INCREDIBLE write
You are letting out all the raw emotion that has built up inside of you for far too long
Dont be afraid to let it ALL out because once its out it cannot harm or hurt you anymore
I know exactly what its like to feel this way my Friend as I too was there for a very long time
Please try and remain Positive and Please keep writing as I Promise you
WRITING HELPS THE MIND TO HEAL
I know this as a fact because its one of the reasons I am so Positive today
I will be Praying for you my Friend
If you need someone to talk to Please feel free to PM me
You're certainly getting in touch with your dark side here... I believe all of us have a dark and light side but we don't always acknowledge it... I love how you portray the dark within you as almost a 'human' in its' own right. Dark is personified and given human attributes and thereby empowering it to become a vital part of your psyche...
You are at ease with this darkness and don't question it... you are 'one' with it...
Well, first off, welcome back. great raw thing here, that inner demon people got, but you give justice to it, thats hard, good job. however [ sadly ] nothings perfect, cause like some lines seem "choppy" to me, but hey just me