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I don't know what to tell you, as you stand in front of me with your charming smile and flashing eyes, telling me that you love me. You say, that you want me now, that you where wrong that you made a mistake. You say that you dream of me everynight and that you can't get me off your mind. You tell me that all those times when you harshly ignorred me and flashed me those cold hearted glares where because you where afriad because 'I" wouldnt talk to "you" I say, I do not love you, I hate you. YOu don't need me, you don't dream of me and you wheren't afraid of me. I was the one that spoke you YOU! Only to watch you turn your back! You stood there look me in the eye and told me that you wanted to get to know me better, told me that you felt somthing just so that I could watch you walk away to HER! I followed you only to see you tell 'her' that you loved her and give 'her' her first kiss. I cried my heart out for nights because I read the messages on your phone that you sent to her telling her of your future life with her, you told her you wanted to marry her spend the rest of your life with her start a family you told her, that she meant the world to you that you wanted no one else. You told her, YOU LOVED HER, and now you stand before me telling me that it wasn't real?! that you didn't mean what you told her?! I gave you my heart! Only to watch you crush it! And all you did, was stand there and watch me suffer, screaming in pain for some kind of relief. I am sorry that she did not accept you and I am sorry that it didn't work out, but i will NOT allow you to hurt me again. Just because, You have that flashy smile of yours and your funny jokes don't mean that I will fall for your scheming lies. And as you plead with me at my feet telling me that its true that you really do mean it this time that all of what had happened between you and her wasn't real and as you feed me your storys, I only shake my head and turn my face, because you don't deserve to see me cry. You don't deserve ME |
nicely written, true-fully it was a bit longer thank i would have preferred but nevertheless i did enjoy it! I very much enjoyed the end I only shake my head and turn my face, because you don't deserve to see me cry. You don't deserve ME "Because you don't deserve to see me cry" Truly a beautiful piece of work here | Posted on 2009-07-26 00:00:00 | by jackz | [ Reply to This ] | This was one of the best I have read on this site to date. The naked truth of your pain, confusion, and anger are something of a marvel. While I know that something this good must be (at lest somewhat) exaggerated and crafted, it still feels like raw honesty, and that makes it all the more beautiful. I will be checking out some more of your work. | | Posted on 2008-09-11 00:00:00 | by nicodemous | [ Reply to This ] | |