My heart is still connected
to someone else,
yet it's slowly leaving toward you.
You're making me realize
that I do deserve better,
that I don't deserve
most of the things I deal with.
It may seem childish,
but I want to run my hands
through your hair.
I want to caress your face,
I want to kiss your lips.
I don't want to say anything because
I'm already in a relationship.
Eventually, my heart will leave him,
and if it does stay with you,
how do I know you won't
do the same he's done to me?
He's shattered my heart
numerous times,
yet I fix it so he can break it again.
I know I need to end it,
but I'm afraid to try
to start a new relationship.
But then I see you,
and that's all I want.
I can imagine bringing you home
and introducing you to my family.
I can see us sitting outside,
your arms wrapped around me.
I can see all these things,
but they're not real yet. |
Submission Name: Not Real
