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this pain i feel from deep inside i've tried so hard but i can't hide how i really feel about anything anymore it all comes out you've opened that door you might not like what i have to say but its all true that much i can say some things just need to be said cause bottling it up makes me want to be dead i say these things just to let you know i know they hurt but i can't let it go these feelings i have that you never want to hear i hold them inside so close so near don't tell me to talk if you don't wanna listen when i talk you want to cry i can tell when your eyes glisten you don't have to lie when i ask you whats wrong i ask cause i care this to me is like a sad love song i love you so much these things you just need to know if u don't start to listen to me i might have to go you know i'll be back i could never leave you even if i did want to cause your the one who got me through my suicidal ideations come to me when you leave i feel so lost i can't even breathe and i never want to without you here i'd rather die my only real fear your the one person the one who makes me better i told you the truth when i wrote you those letters you know its hard for me to talk to anyone i'd rather walk go so far away drown myself in thoughts of suicide in my pre- picked spots you don't listen but still i try again and again i don't know why maybe i should just shut up and go away for ever with no intent on return but i could never this is how i feel please see that sometime soon or my heart might become flat

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