A drug induced had made it all possible
Made me able to live past the pain
It left behind distortion though
Reality twisted
Turned on itself
Became someplace different
An entire secret world
It washes over me like a great dark wave
Bringing those familiar colors
Purple and blue and green
It crushes out the light
your eyes become his
Deep black and brown
till I cant recall their shade of blue
Your face ripples
Your hands on my neck
His hands on my neck
I fight it
Reach out
I know you
Are you there
I know if I can make myself see you
Force myself to recognize
Then I can come home
Please god don’t leave me here
A drug induced what? The first line does not make sense. The whole poem feels really disjointed. If you wrote it when you were high on L or something it's ok. But yeah, don't use drugs as a mean of escape, it will bite you in the ass eventually as you will get in a state like this and you will have to really face your worst fears. If this was a first time experience don't get scared, women in general have a bad trip the first time they take something new...