when you meet me
you see this face
so emotional
tears falling
eyes wide
so hurt
time now has passed
thoughts are growing clearer
emotions seem to fade away
as i can hardly feel pain
you've been with me so long
how can you not know
whats happening
I think i'm dying
i, myself, am dying
on the inside
i live on
but feel nothing
need nothing
want nothing
i'm sedated
but nothing makes it go away
now you look at me
you see my face
so emotionless
you have nothing
to say
i feel nothing now
not happiness
not pain
no tears
and no laughter
life is meaningless |