Description: After bottling a lot of things up for about a month, I finally just let everything out.
This is pretty self explanatory I think. I tried to be as straightforward as possible. Hell, even the first verse is about that haha...This is basically about my resentment toward myself and certain other people. Every piece of it came from my heart and I dont want anyone telling me that I "forced it to rhyme." This is exactly how it came to me. Besides I think it makes it flow better in this situation.
"Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost. To put it nicely I hope you choke"
Pretty straightforward I think. -------------------------------------------
How can I put this as an emotional prose
Hide the meaning so you can never know
Get lost in my words and let at least one thing show
Fuck it, I got sick of the sugarcoat
I'm not an artist and I'm not that deep
Don't know why I let my emotions overwhelm me
Open up the cage and let them all run free
Although some of them will make you resent me
This kid doesn't know what shes doing anymore
Selling herself out like some fucking whore
Trying to get the most when theres not much left
And still treating life like a half empty glass
And it hurts, I won't lie
Revenge opprotunities just pass me by
I'm not the bigger person, so whats the problem?
Anything it takes to show them
That's where all my emotions just stop
Make myself numb so I won't get shot
Lay there lifeless in my blood and thoughts
Revive me by saying its not all my fault
And I won't lie to keep you here
All I see in you is a life and a mere
Thousand lies you told me before
Not like I haven't lost friends before
You've gotten too many chances through this fall
But I'll laugh when you hurt them all
And when they leave you and you get pissed
All I can say is -
Have a nice lonely life you fucking son of a bitch