Hm. Interesting. I must say this write has definite depth to it. I honestly can say that I can relate to it. Which most times I find a good thing, in this however I find it a fault. I'm sorry to read that you're going through this. All that I can say is that I hope it improves for you. I do have some critiques for you. I know you requested thoughts, but... well, hopefully you will understand. Just give it some punctuation for emphasis. It's a good write, but go for great. I know that is probably not anywhere on your list of things to do right now, but I believe you can do it. Good write. Keep up the expressions, its good to let things out sometimes. Once again... hope things get better. Have a nice night.