Nothing right now, is inside my brain.
The radio continues its constant refrain.
I'm stuck in a fantasy world that's endlessly blank.
I stumble.
I fall.
Everything's dank.
I think of you and can no longer speak.
The words spill away, like my brain sprung a leak.
All that I have is what I feel in my heart.
I know it's not much but hey,
It's a start.
Then the fantasy ends,
Your image,
It falls.
Your light was my sun
But the night conquers all.
I'm afraid of my heart, of what it might do.
It's shrouded in gloom,
But your light pierces through.
I'm afraid that you'll see just how ugly I am.
Every thought.
Every act.
More a beast than a man.
But what scares me most, what I'm frightened you'll see,
Is my feelings for you,
But you can't set them free. |