I feel like my world's upside down.
Tell me, these thoughts.
When do they stop. When do I start?
Where.
Am I even here anymore. Am I seeking what the wind blows
My way.
Do these lies matter.
That solitude, that peace, where is it. I cannot see.
Cannot find. Me.
I am drunk; heart aches. Do not know why.
Is there more to me.
I feel pain.
Tell me something. Where do I start and you end?
Where is this that you are taking me?
On this journey deep inside.
Look within- these words seem so familiar.
I do not see.
My thoughts tell me- Get out. Go!
As far as my feet will take me.
Go and never look back.
There is nothing here for you.
Run my sweet darling.
Where am I going.
It is hard to take, breathe, understand.
I've always wanted one thing. And you know what it is. It is time to run.
To never look back- on anyone.
You know there is always that something, that I've needed.
Sitting in the shade- You know!
Seek me and you will find.
And I have seeked. But I did not find.
A lie? Is it.
Did I? Fine.
You know I've always wanted this. Always wanted to find.
That room. With dark wood furnishing.
That room with a fireplace.
Is it not me? Am I not the one suppose to be there.
Somewhere.
Words hidden. Worlds collided.
Read me; seek. Look into me.
Past everything, is it not me? That you see.
Can you tell me, it is not me who is there.
Please tell me.
For I am out of the statues to worship and weep by.
I am out of cold days, warm nights that never existed in the first place.
But I am not by you.
Tell me! This wreched being!
Who am I.
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Submission Name: Sitting In The Shade.
